what now

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the
Weaker days, I'm stronger now or so I say
But something's missing

Whatever it is
It feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is
It's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now
I just can't figure it out
What now
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now
Whoa
What now

I found the one, he changed my life, but was it me
That changed and he just happened to come
At the right time, I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm numb again

Whatever it is
It feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is
It's just sitting there and laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now
I just can't figure it out
What now
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now
Please, tell me
What now

There's no one to call cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now
I just can't figure it out
What now
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now
Somebody tell me
What now

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't kno-o-ow why

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't kno-o-ow why

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't kno-o-ow why

So what now