Trying Not To Love You

You call to me... and I fall at your feet
how could anyone ask for more
and our time apart... like knives in my heart
how could anyone ask for more

But if there's a pill
to help me forget
God knows I haven't found it yet
but I'm dying to
God I'm trying to 'cause

Trying not to love you
only goes so far
and trying not to need you
is tearing me apart
can't see the silver lining
from down here on the floor
and I just keep on trying
but I don't know what for
'cause trying not to love you,
only makes me love you more
only makes me love you more

And this kind of pain... only time takes away
that's why it's harder to let you go
nothing I can do... without thinking of you
that's why it's harder to let you go

But if there's a pill
to help me forget
God knows I haven't found it yet
but I'm dying to
God I'm trying to 'cause

Trying not to love you
only goes so far
and trying not to need you
is tearing me apart
can't see the silver lining
from down here on the floor
and I just keep on trying
but I don't know what for
'cause trying not to love you
only makes me love you more

So I sit here divided
just talkin' to myself
Was it something that I did?
Was there somebody else?

When a voice from behind me
that was fighting back tears
sat right down beside me
whispered in my ear
said I've been dying to tell you...

Trying not to love you
only went so far
and trying not to need you
was tearing me apart

Now I see the silver lining
from what we're fighting for
and we just keep on trying
but we could be much more
'cause trying not to love you
yeah trying not to love you
only makes me love you more