I Love You, I'm Sorry

Two Augusts ago
I told the truth, oh, but you didn't like it
You went home
You're in your Benz
I'm by the gate

Now you go alone
Charm all the people you train for
You mean well, but aim low
And I'll make it known
Like I'm getting paid

That's just the way life goes
I like to slam doors closed
Trust me, I know it's always about me
I love you, I'm sorry

Two summers from now
We'll have been talking, but not all that often
We're cool now
I'll be on a boat
You're on a plane
Going somewhere, same

And I'll have a drink
Wistfully lean out my window and watch the sun
Set on the lake
I might not feel real
But it's okay, hmm

Cause that's just the way life goes
I push my luck, it shows
Thankful you don't send someone to kill me
I love you, I'm sorry

You were the best
But you were the worst
As sick as it sounds
I loved you first
I was a dick
It is what it is
A habit to kick
The age old curse

I tend to laugh
Whenever I'm sad
I stare at the crash
It actually works
Making amends
This shit never ends
I'm wrong again
Wrong again

The way life goes
Joyriding down our road
Lay on the horn to prove that it haunts me (I'm wrong again, wrong again)
I love you, I'm sorry

The way life goes (You were the best but you were the worst, as sick as it sounds, I loved you first)
I wanna speak in code (I was a dick, it is what it is, a habit to kick, the age old curse)
Hope that I don't, won't make it about me (I tend to laugh whenever I'm sad, I stare at the crash, it actually works)
I love you, I'm sorry